Okay so the other day my mother asked me how I kept loosing all the weight they I have lost.She asked are you bulimic or something, I sisnt answer cause you see,I went from almost 230 pounds back to 150 in not a very long time. I did that whole special K challenge thing and it worked but it didnt seem to work enough. When I started loosing weight, I kept wanting to loose more and more. I couldnt get any results by doing exercise and eating right so when my family wasnt around I would run to the bathrooma and vomit everything I had ate that day until i didnt feel ashamed anymore. Well I guess she asked my step dad about it and he said that he thought I was, and we were joking about loosing weight in the car the other night and he was liek your mother and I talked about you being bulimic and I said oh is that where she got the idea from was you. He was like no no no Im just playing around, and I didnt believe him, so are they really onto to me or do you really think he was just kidding. I hope their not onto me, but if they are it might be a good thing.
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