(((((((((((((((((((( pauli ))))))))))))))))))))))) how awesome for you!

i have to admit something here and now. i was the bully in school i realize now that i was acting on the emotional and physical pain i was receving but that doesn't make me feel any better. i wish i could go to each and every person with my sincerest apology and an explanation to help them to understand that it wasn't them i was making fun of...it was a horrid reaction of a child in pain.

if they could read this i would beg their apologies and offer them that explanation so they would know...it wasn't them at all. they were fine ppl.

i hope you know that it probably wasn't you either. it was something inside him.

love,

kd