I am trying. Doesn't mean anythings less overwhelming though. If anything it's even more frustrating that I can't.
I'm sat here in my room listening to screaming and yelling and crying... why do people have to be so stupid and obnoxious and childish and horrible! He only makes it worse. My dad isn't even home yet for another hour (I've only just got home too after having a lovely, albeit busy, day at the school), it'll be even worse then. I can't put music on to drown it out because a lot of things still trigger me.

My minds just shut down again... so much I want to say, can't get me feelings out now though...

Molly