It's funny....I was remembering some of the good times that we had. One that just came to mind was when we went to Olive Garden one time for dinner and I remember that we had a good time. But more often than not I can remember if the good times/memories happened when she was seeing other guys or before hand. But I cannot remember if this memory (and others) occured before, or during the times she was doing dishonest stuff.
She keeps telling me that none of this would've happened if I would've brought her to Japan with me and I can't help but agree soemtimes with her. But then I remember that she was seeing her guy friends and saying she wasn't months before I learned about her "2nd life" sorta speak. It's depressing whenever I think about it.