yea she knows bout us littles but she no want us no more cuz she dinks dat she no need us enimore. she no got eni dr r conslers just a medical dr. me sen de med dr. a note tuda an tel him bowt de chess pains an bout no feelin guud but gotz tu wait till he gets is it she tuday jus cri and cri cuz she fine owt dat hur son josh is no go back tu iraq but tu afganistan in june. wen he wen de furst time tu iraq she reli gotz depressed and crid awl tims an ended up getin fire frum job she start drinkin an usin drugs dat was no hurs me scar dat if she du it gen dis time wit bein sick wit de heart tacks and chf dat we will die dis time she es sleepin rite now and me tuuk de blud presur an it say 90/60 an pulse 68 is dat bad r guud me not no wat is guud r bad on de blud presur wen me cum owt me see dat she getted de grandma's ashes owt and hav dem siting on de bed dey still in the ding they cum in, but dey was in the cabnet wen me went tu seep last nite
she use tu tawk an dings wit us but up till de last consler she wen tu say she no need us no mor and dat wen she changed she no pay tention no mor an even wen we acted owt on hur she wud get mad at us an tak sum medicine an mak us go way inside away frum hur so me jus sneek owt now wen can but lanna and bj is still scard an is hidin frum hur cuz she hurt dem reli bad one nite she tri tu hurt me by hitin me an all but me no hide frum hur cuz it no hurt me me use tu it me gunna go fer tunite cuz it late an her granson is cuming in de morning agen an de bodi is feelin reli tired an sick gen. de baby is 2 yers old now and es hur son joshua's me daut dat wud make beter fer wen he went way gen but me gess not bie bie lynn