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Old Apr 18, 2005, 03:20 PM
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Thanks..it was really hard for me last night, but I made it. I do think there is some comfort in it as I'm changing, but there is some truth in what everyone has to say.

It hasn't been exactly all at once, but maybe too fast for my comfort. It's been over the course of the past 4-5 months, actually. What's really killing me now is being sober. It's not that I want it, it's just the fact that I have to feel things now and I still haven't dealt with how I'm going to cope with that. I haven't been sober since I stopped cutting. So I guess this doesn't really belong here and I hijacked my own thread..hehe.

Thanks for the (((((((((hugs))))))))

Kayleigh
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