((((notz)))))) ((ty))) She really did pull herself out of the gutter so to speak.
She worked really hard.

At times i am not sure how I feel about me helping her. She says I saved her life.
But i do believe she would have done it anyways even if i had not brought her here.
When I brought her to my home it was one of the hardest things I did. As i had alot of back feelings from her not being there for me when my parents were passing and my kids growing up.
She is coming up to when her husband passed away. Everyone in our family passed all with in the same mths. Just different years. ((my parents being the same year))
He passed away from drinking.
We talked last night. Her and I . She is handing it well. the date that is.
I told her finally I was sorry I did not step in sooner. She said she had worked so hard at trying to spare me. So i would not know what she was doing.
Its not perfect. But nothing in life is. But we have come so very far.
For 2 ppl who are sisters. and we never really knew each other.
Well i am just so very grateful she is alive. What could have happened scares the heck out of me.....
muffy