Welcome back
It is good that you are going to get some help.

It is very difficult dealing with loniness and depression. I just read all of your earlier posts and I loved that U tube song! I sort of imagined you playing the keyboard to that. I remember how I felt when I first went for help. It was a mixture of relief, that I'd be getting some help and scared not knowing what was ahead. I know something was wrong and for me medication helped and talk therapy.
I'm not quite as old as the people in the video, but jumping into mud puddles would be fun! Right now just seeing a puddle would be great, but it is very cold and frozen outside right now. Can hardly wait for Spring so I can go kayaking again.
Spring time and summer are much better times especially with depression.
We all have that to look forward to.
Are you from England? Austraila? Keep us posted on how you are feeling.
Victoria, yeah, like in the queen!