(((Rainbowzz))))

I'm really sorry that you're having such a hard time. I've heard that coming off opiates is really tough. Maybe you should talk to your Dr. about medical help to ease the symptoms. I know I needed medical help & drugs when I detoxed.

I totally get the voice in the head, saying there's nothing wrong with using. I was a functioning alcoholic for years, I knew I had a problem, but figured I didn't need to do anything about it because I was functioning. That same voice still occasionally tells me, that there's nothing wrong with me drinking. That's why I go to lots of meetings and read recovery literature. If there are any in your area, I really encourage you to check out N/A. It's a lot easier to get and stay clean with support.

---splitimage