(((((((((((((Monty))))))))))))) don't worry about having to support other people right now. You're right, the person you have to worry about is yourself and that's what you're doing! I agree that knowing that some bad memories are going to come isn't at all pleasant, but at least you can put up a few mental protecting barriers in the meantime to help protect yourself/ves...i dont know if that works or not. or may be youcould journal your worries, if you feel capable of doing it. i think you should just try to pamper yourself right now and just try to deal with things as they come...imo.