so I feel kinda stupid but...

I had this before it was when my father beat me up badly and kicked me in my stomach a lot... My brother called an ambulance or I would prob not have been here now. Ok so far for the dramatics...

Something similar happened monday and I been having a fever since and there's a little blood when I throwup (fosters dont know). Not nearly as much as the last time but I still can't help but freak out about it.
I really do NOT want to call a doctor or anything as I'm sure he'll figure out it's not from falling down the stairs or something.
Also there is some blood after I gtg to the bathroom and it hurts a lot but that should heal fine I'm not worried about that.

Anyways when do you HAVE to get worried about this... Again I'd prefer not to involve a doctor but yeh... Thanks.
I am 15 so I wouldn't get a chance to not involve the police and youthcare (AGAIN). Like I said I don't want that to happen.

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