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thanks mc, your words are so comforting. i appreciate your kind words. last night got scary when we finally cried but then it has gotten better today. Hugs!
hugs to you furry friend! Hugs and imaginations!
thanks for writing us beth, you have helped. have to smile someone in the outside world finally TOLD us Leslie is the Host!!!! my T was like, oh. you didn't know that??? no duh?! i really didnt and now that i know it's like i wish i had a handbook on how to be a good host to my inside peeples. it's good to be getting to know you all!
hi sannah, thanks for checking in with me, I am doing better though i did not make it out
Kendyll, you have some good ideas for staying safe and doimg simple self-care. maybe i could ask my daughter to help me go to the store. thanks again for writing and sharing. i do appreciate you, you have very good ideas and i hope and jon are doing ok!
thanks everyone. i still feel so afraid of my own feelings. i dont know why it seems SO flipping terrifying to cry or feel angry or worse alone and abandoned!!! i was scared when my husband came home because he would know i'd been crying - i've never been one of those lucky people who can cry without looking hideous - and he never said a word. i am angry at my abusive parental unit who would hurt me if i cried to long or for what she tought was an unimportant reason. i wish it would get better now and not let the feelings build up to the flashpoint where it all goes KABOOM!!! i act like we've got to have life all together just because we are in our 50's now. it's what i used to think.
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