((((((((((((((((((((nightdream)))))))))))))))))))) i can't believe you'd say too much or be too much of a burden for ANYONE, dear. maybe it's where they're at in their lives? i know when things are too much, i can disappear and leave ppls worried about me. sometimes i'm embarrassed or feel that they're tired of it and even when i'm feeling better, reluctant to get ahold of them because i'm afraid of anger or something.
i hope all is well with them. i think you're super
kd