I'm so sorry you are going through this. It is hard for some with trust issues to be left in the lurch-- I hope you hear something from your friends soon.

Odd you would say how one of them was suicidal, I had a similar thing happen to me in February. I didn't know if my e-pal was alive or not-- the last I heard from her she told me she thought she was going to end it that evening. I didn't read that e-mail until the next morning... I wrote to her and didn't hear from her for many days. She later got out of the hospital and wrote me. It was very stressful not knowing though and now I"m having a hard time getting as close as I used to be with her.

Well, not sure what else to say except, there are people here that care, hope that gives you some comfort. t/c

Mandy