i hope you are feeling a bit better today i feel a bit rubbishy, not coz of you or anything else, it is a cold and rainy day and grey; it always makes me feel trapped, i like to go for a walk everyday coz it helps me by doing things or going anywhere to not dwell all day on bad things. its nice to get a rest from it for a short while and see people doing their thing. but the cold and rain make me not be arsed to go outside, but by the time night comes, i wish i had.