I am bringing this post back because today I finally ended the procrastination and mailed the estate papers back to the lawyer. I feel sad and a little angry for all the family members who called me everyday to see if I had mailed them off.
To me, it's not as simple as they make it out to be. My grandmother died and making this last, final step seems to me that now I must accept that she is actually gone and never coming back. I wish that I had been a better grand daughter to her. I wish I had visited her more. I hope she knew how much I loved her. My last conversation with her was a month before she passed and I will treasure that forever. I miss her. I love her.



BTW. This will tell you how stupid I was. God, I'm dumb. I replied to SQRLB8 as TC. I'm so sorry. Gosh, I'm so sorry.