(((((((((((molly))))))))))) I bet your little dolphins are glad you were born? I bet the person who is out there, that you haven't met yet, that will be the one to help you heal, is glad you were born. I'm glad you were born. You can get through this horrible fog, honey. Minute by minute if you have to. Are you seeing your family doctor about your physical pain? Have you sent in the papers to be seen by the therapist yet? If you are unable to fill that section out, just write a note stating that and pop it in the mail. What about your drawing or painting? How's that table-tennis group going? And your classes? These are things that no matter how down you are feeling you should try to keep doing. I know you are so worried about your mom, do research on arthritis, do it together maybe. That way you both are being proactive about treatment and information. I'm sending you happy thoughts and hugs.