Jen,

I know this step was hard for you to take. Maybe it is a healing step for you though. I am hoping so anyway.

It's difficult when we feel like we could have/should have done more for those we love. We feel like the chance is gone.

You can be assured your grandmother knows how much you loved her. This just seems to be something that good grandmothers know. They understand the complex lives of their children and grandchildren. They watch from afar with pride and love as we go about our lives. They love us and know that we love them.

In my opinion your grandmother continues to watch from afar with pride and love.

Take care.

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