Yes I am seeing a T. I am also doing acupunture. I am not much for chemicals. I figure if I cloud my thinking with meds how will I ever learn to do this on my own without drugs. I have read a lot on acupunture and yoga. It gives you balance. I know I have missed out on a lot being that way and try not to think about it.........it saddens me. I know it may sound bad but it is good to know I am not alone for the first time in my life. My friends came up in a life so much different then mine. They look at my life and are horrified at it. They only know how to pity me.........I would prefer to be understood not pitied. Although I guess when I lok at my life I really don't have much feeling about it. My T said it is part of the PTSD. I can talk about it like it was nothing. I find that to be strange in it's self?