"I'm sorry for being here...."
oh, (((SM,))) i'm awfully glad you are here!!  you've got a lot of things on your plate right now. i hope that the sun shines through sooner than you even expect/or hope. i've felt like you do now and it can get better. just hang in there and do what you can on any given day to be kinder to yourself. we care...  please don't forget that.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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