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those who were most abusive to me worshipped evil and performed their abuse of me in a religious context of satanic worship. there was a great sense of evil involved in it and they messed around with my mind, will and emotions ruthlessly. they abuse of my mind was savage and has had some pretty hideous effects on me and my alts.
i have been getting the help i need to recover and heal from the evil forced into my life by depraved and remorseless evil people. i do believe in God and i do believe that someday these sorts of people will answer to God for the things they did and things they forced me to witness and participate in. they are despicable and vile and i do not normally refer to them on here.
the reason i do is to share my perspective on how DID can get a religious aspect to it. if a small child is viciously abused in a religious type group there can be some different experiences than if the small child is unfortunate in living in a constantly abusive home. all children who become DID do so when subjected to overwhelming, negative, painful experiences. no matter how they are defined by context their results are horrific damage and longterm struggles. but people can recover, it just takes time, good help and stubborness in refusing to quit before the healing can occur.
the thoughts and ideas shared above are my own, based on experiences i suffered as an infant and child.
leslie
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