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Originally Posted by cantstopcrying
(((((((((((molly))))))))))) I bet your little dolphins are glad you were born? I bet the person who is out there, that you haven't met yet, that will be the one to help you heal, is glad you were born. I'm glad you were born. You can get through this horrible fog, honey. Minute by minute if you have to. Are you seeing your family doctor about your physical pain? Have you sent in the papers to be seen by the therapist yet? If you are unable to fill that section out, just write a note stating that and pop it in the mail. What about your drawing or painting? How's that table-tennis group going? And your classes? These are things that no matter how down you are feeling you should try to keep doing. I know you are so worried about your mom, do research on arthritis, do it together maybe. That way you both are being proactive about treatment and information. I'm sending you happy thoughts and hugs.  |
I don't think I can manage to finish the forms for the therapist, I think I'm going to take them with me and ask if I can talk them through with her rather than write them down. I haven't done much in the way of the table tennis and stuff because everything stopped over christmas... but the woman who's helping with my social anxiety (Briony) asks me to go to a craft group on Friday afternoons, so I've been to a couple of those. They're all older women though, which I guess isn't so bad because they are very friendly. I don't know when my teaching assistant course starts (I was told they'd phone me in January, but the haven't yet). Than you for the thoughts and hugs ((((((Marci))))))
Everything is just so overwhelming.
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Originally Posted by madisgram
"I'm sorry for being here...."
oh, (((SM,))) i'm awfully glad you are here!! you've got a lot of things on your plate right now. i hope that the sun shines through sooner than you even expect/or hope. i've felt like you do now and it can get better. just hang in there and do what you can on any given day to be kinder to yourself. we care...  please don't forget that. |
I just don't feel like I belong anywhere... I used to support people on here, but now I'm a big mess it's harder and I wish I could still be there for people. i know I'm meant to be looking after me first... but caring for others is a way of caring for myself, I feel useful then.
Thank you (((((((((((((((madi)))))))))))))
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Originally Posted by daggy
Molly
please try not to be so sad you don't have to go down the narrow tunnel alone . Please please still hold all your friends hands as they will all want to be around you. even if its only online. Life throws us heaps and heaps of lemons to make lemonade  At least we have one talent ( making lemonade) we all feel like dog do do every now and then over and over but but instead of me getting out the cliche dictionary
feel the love that everyone will send your way and smile
jay |
((((((((Jay))))))))))
I think all my lemons are rotten, I've got a bad bunch. I'm sorry for being so negative, I really am grateful.
I only have one friend IRL... we used to be close, we still kind of are, but she knows nothing about my depression and how I'm feeling etc. In a few months she's going backpacking in New Zealand for 6 months -1 year. I really will be on my own then and that's been hard to come to terms with lately.
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Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter