(((((((( ClinicallyClueless ))))))))

My thoughts are with you.
It's good that everyone is on your side. Hospitalization is ok if it is needed, it is a safe place. But it sounds like you have good support and with checking in with your T, it may not be needed. Sometimes the anxiety of worrying whether you'll have to go in can make things seem even worse.
I'm glad you have the support around you.
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