MINDFULNESS! Yes! That's it! That's what I couldn't come up with on my own...Bingo! An Ah-Ha! moment. Synapses are firing left and right. I'm connecting some dots. Okay, lol, I think you all get the point. Forgive me, but this is very exciting for me. LOL. Improved in our perception of "perception". Very good point sqrl. I understand this in the context of MINDFULNESS. No there is no certainty in perception, the very word connotates that it is variable to each individual, their illness, those around us who have this illness.
I see that I must be more mindful of myself. More mindful of my impact on others. Though you are so right, ppl will perceive in the context of what makes them most "comfortable", to fit into their ideals. Healthy or not. But ultimately, the truth of what I'm getting at in all this, what others think is beyond my control, no matter how "sane" or "insane" I might be at any given moment, cycling or not.
Okay, I'm babbling now. I will think about this some more.
Thanks sqrl. I just knew I could count on you to help me "bring it home". LOL. TgrsPurr. xo