Well, I guess I need to look in mirror this morning. It seems like more and more it is feeling more "normal" to put myself down, then to feel good about out anything about me. When I catch myself in a good mood, its like I have to immediatley remind myself that you don't deserve to like to who you are; "remember when they said this and you did that." This loving yourself thing is so hard for me. But I'm hoping one day I will be able to.