Hi littleyellowspider:

It's so good that this forum is here for you to say how you feel. I am so glad you are here!

When I was in art class and they asked me to just do two quick art pieces I felt exactly the same as you. It just doesn't come that way (sometimes it might but often not). Mostly I do artwork because I have some inspiration to do so but if it is just for a mark I am more frustrated. It's so good that you took some action on your own behalf, like going home.

Some art instructors try to allow you more freedom and some don't really know how to create that kind of environment. I thought today that on one drawing you could make and line and on the other some other line or circle or ....? I don't know why I felt so rebellious on your behalf but I did.

Sometimes a good rest or a different location can make a difference. You don't have to go back to school tonight. Tonight you can rest and relax and breathe and let your artistic mind just go where it needs to.