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Originally Posted by littleyellowspider
Thanks for your replies everyone. I used to love art and it seriously now just makes me depressed because I can't do it. I don't enjoy a lot of things I used to because the fact that I'm not good at them just makes me so upset. I feel so depressed right now. I came home for the weekend because I can't stand being at school and now I don't want to go back, I just want to stay here and never go back to school. I feel horrible. I hate myself so much. I feel bad that I am taking up space on this board when I have no real problems I'm just being whiny.
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Ok... PLEASE don't feel bad about posting here... you do have 'problems' that need to be addressed and do deserve to be here, you are depressed. Even if you weren't depressed, you'd still deserve to be here. It doesn't matter how much or how little you have gone through, what matters is you and your feelings.
I can relate to used to loving art and now just finding it depressing because I felt I couldn't do it. I hope so much you can find love for it again. It doesn't matter wether it's 'good' or not (that may eve be a self-esteem issue?)... art is a great way of expressing ourselves.
Next time you sit down to do some work and don't think it is going well... get up and go for a breather. Take a break, get a drink, try and relax and then go back to it. Many a times I've ruined a piece of work by continuing when I didn't have my heart in it.
I do hope you are feeling a little better
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Take care,
Molly
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