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Jan 18, 2009, 03:40 PM
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Member Since: Jan 2009
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Posts: 39
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Originally Posted by Deep Blue Sea
I'm Falling Apart/Never had a boyfriend, Never Will
Today is the worst day of my life. I've never had a boyfriend, I've been trying to find one for years since I've been in high school, but every time I see a guy I like I get rejected.. One day my office had to close down and our staff including myself had to be tranferred to a different office where I met this guy who's now my co-worker. We've been hitting it off and we started dating. We've been dating for 5yrs (5 wasted years..)and I thought something should soon happen between us  , until one evening before New Years Eve he told me the most shocking news.. He told me he's gay.  Now I'm so devastated.. He tried to call me the other day but I didn't answer the phone.. Now I want nothing more to do with him because he broke my heart.  He should have told me something like this a long time ago. Now I have nobody.. My closest friends back stab me years ago, my family doesn't give a crap about me.. Now I feel I falling in a bottomless pit, HELP ME...
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Yesterday morning my parents found out about this guy I went out with and told me they don't want him around anymore.  Since then I've been banging myself against the walls , going into rages, cursing people out in public that irritated me. One day I yelled at my co-worker I went out with, I told him to bug off.. Since then he avoided me because he knew I was angry at him. Friday evening on my way home from work I was about to jump off the train platform, luckily I spotted a cop standing a few inches away so I backed off. I may soon have to go to the emergency room, I'm having a nervous breakdown and may succeed next time..
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