Deep Blue Sea,
Im sorry that happened to you - it must have been such a shock to hear he was gay, my brother was married for quite a few years before he realised he was gay - he just thought it was a problem with him not being able to connect to his wife - I'm not saying this to excuse the guy - I'm just saying that sometimes it takes people a while to realise these things - I know you are angry and upset but things can get better - if you are still feeling really bad please call someone - a T if you have one - or go to the emergency room if thats what you need to do.
Please take care of you P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet