Hi Molly,
I was thinking about your craft group... and I think that this group of older, more experienced with life women can be an asset for you right now, you know?
I mean, who better to ask for steps to get out there on your own and be able to stand on your own two feet than this group who have already done it in one way or another, yes?
I think alot of the answers you seek will come from those closest around you ... so why not pick one or two to start opening up with, or heck, the whole group?
You are a lovely person, a real true blue sweetheart, and a young lady with such promise and life inside of her... and so much to give.
Trust in yourself and give some of it to others that have some experience and can help you.
You know, I wish a person like you were around me this minute because I have enough furniture in the garage to fill a small apartment, see?
You don't know what opportunities are around you that you can utilize if you don't share some of where you are at... there are lots of people out there with things, time, and abilities to share with someone looking to get on their feet...
Close your eyes and rest tonight, and know that your life will be improving - and it is even now - and you will see the results when they are in place... so, take a few chances, make new friends - however unexpected - and share your heart, as you will not go wrong there with people who are together, doing something constructive with their time, and there to be with others to begin with.
Best to you.
Love,
Night
xoxo