Don't worry spider. You're fine. In fact I can relate to how you feel. The other day I was discussing some stuff with two colleagues and one of them said that she was shivering in spite of wearing 3 layers of clothes even though we were inside a building where it was like 68 F or above. So I couldn't believe her and I said "Oh, that's amazing". And the two of them just looked at each other and laughed. That made me feel horrible and stupid. I guess if I were to compare my story with yours, I guess I would turn out to be more stupid. But I don't think you are stupid. I suppose when we are feeling down these small minor things just bring us further down!
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Originally Posted by littleyellowspider
I don't know what's wrong with me. I was trying to do homework for my art class, it was a very simple assignment, just do two sketches of anything I want. I started drawing and started out feeling okay and as I went I just started feeling horrible. My drawing looked so bad and I couldn't make it look good and I kept thinking how I couldn't do it and I was going to be embarrassed in class when we had to hand the homework in and I was so bad at art and so bad at everything and I just started crying and now I can't stop, I'm just sitting at my computer crying and feeling so mad at myself. And now I am even more mad at myself for crying and being stupid and I just wish I had a good friend to talk to.
I don't even know why I am this way. I hate myself. so much. I want to just go away.
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