You are such a mature 14 year old and I say this as a compliment. My heart goes out to you. Like you, I was young (15 years old) when I experienced a tragedy. My grandmother was murdered. I was very close to her. My family couldn't understand just what I was going through. I became withdrawn, couldn't sleep, socialize or eat and did not or could not talk to anyone about it. I believe that's why I am having so many emotional issues right now. I think it's very adult of you to try and seek support because you really do need it. Don't be ashamed to ask for help. You will get through this. I know that for sure. I like you and want to continue to correspond with you. Never feel that you are complaining. That's why this website was created. For people like me and you. You need some sound advice and this is the place where you can get it. Feel free to contact me anytime, it would be an honor. God bless you, baby.


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