Welcome to PC!
Hope you find this to be a place where you can talk about what is bothering you, issues, vent....and also learn from other's experiences.
Whether it is stress, depression are whatever...perhaps you should think about seeing a T (therapist) so that you can start dealing with how you feel inside and what is starting to make your crumble a little bit.
We will try and support you as best we can.
PM me anytime!!