so glad you are back on your meds.  fortunately that "little experiment" didn't last long. you probably already know that the meds will kick back in in a couple of weeks. hang in there and post to get you through. there's a light at the end of that long dark tunnel and you're heading straight for it. 
i agree to protect what you're going through cause so many people have no capacity for understanding depression. there's no reason to share that with them. thanks for letting us know what's going on with you. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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