I wish I had your choices once upon a time...

Hey, write a list.

On one side, put the best things about the locations that YOU would benefit by.

On the other side, write the things that would make you feel unhappy (you think now) in such a place.

So, pros and cons.

Pick the place that you will thrive in, if possible, and learn new things.

Take a night or two and dream about it.

Ask your mind, and your emotions, before you go to sleep each night...
to show you what is good about the areas you go to sleep with in your mind.

Our inner self, and the dialog we have within ~ whether it be through dreams, day-dreams, or silent meditations, or prayerful considerations... usually are soooo right when we trust ourselves and listen to that quiet, inner voice.

Best of luck to you ... Sounds wonderful .... tell us more ...

Pece and encouragement,
night