I'm so sorry for this loss in your life.

I think that people around you do not understand how you are grieving your loss.

My daughter went thru the same thing... nobody in her Dad's family, let alone anyone who knew her better, realized the connection she lost and the hopes and her hidden, inner desires she held out for her Dad... and the future, and a possible positive relationship.

I feel your pain and can understand how you feel, Dear Person.

May solace come quickly to you over the loss of your father, and that you may find some comfort in your friends or the day-to-day goings on.

Please allow the grief process to work on your behalf, and if those closer and around you do not understand that you are feeling quite vulnerable in spite of what they may feel or think about you and your Dad... you can tell them to respect your grief and if they cannot support you, in the least, they need to leave you be to allow yourself to go through your changes here.

Peace and Solace,
Nightbird
xoxo