It is ok to be scared hun but it is good that you keep coming back here. You keep me posted on how you are doing. Remember we are here for you. It is good that you got some sleep. Try and take little naps as you can. Curl up with your favorite stuff and nap as much as you can. The sleep will help and hopfully the Bigs will feel good enough to do something.
Hugs
Denise of the Clan