As far as 'normal' do not feel pressure to feel that way? What is normal anyway- no one is.....

As far as being lazy...that is a sign of 'psychology being wrong' i.e. depression/mental illness, a first sign. The advice here is good, please, please, set up a first appointment with a campus counselor- that is what they are there for. To help you and people like you. Try to go in small steps, just _one appointment, to at least _start...

I, too, am having trouble writing _my thesis. After I get off the computer here at the library, i will start small steps, just an introduction to start. It helps _me to know _I am not the only one.

As far as communicating poorly, you wrote well here. You could even show a counselor this post, you would not have to verbally say anything.

PM me if you want or choose, I care (((((Indaja))))))