Thanks y'all. I made it through last night. Today was worse because i actually got out of the house and everytime I do I pass the Jim Beam distillery (I live right up the road from it) and it brings back alot of memories that cause some temptation(that was a favorite party place of everyone). But my husband won't let me drink. I lost my license somewhere in the house and don't have a picture ID to buy alcohol and he sure ain't gonna get it for me. But still it don't make the 'want to' go away.