Please someone think of how to put parts together . Were so torn, everything hurts. First T talked to one of my littles, tricking her to come out. Then i found out what she wanted. Then T was warning her not to be in public - 'we need to work at adult' things that are comforting to all. It hurt so so much. We don't even do those things- like play in the yard, etc, because we're one part at a time. My littles don't come out that much - she just said what she'd like. It hurt so much when T said to her, 'Why not?" , Because people will think you're crazy". i came then and said "we are crazy."

then T brought up things about my past on purpose
It won't ever help to talk about it because parts are on all different sides about it. Everything T said angers most parts so much. It splits us into pieces. We're torn into pieces and there's nothing that can help.

Why don't i have the nice supportive T that mostly everyone else has? We're trying to get better but are so torn that i don't want to go back . We need comfort, everything hurts so much.

Is your T like this?

kerria