Why? I feel so isolated and alone even though I live w/ a man who DID care about me! Now he's making me feel like it is MY FAULT that I have all this....BPD, ADHD, Dyslexia, and Anorexia ! Like Dr. Phil said the other night to a woman who felt terribly guilty because she has cancer: "How DARE you get cancer!!".......That's the way I feel........like if I just TRIED hard enough it would all go away. He keeps me on pins and needles with threats that he will move out if I don't "straighten up" so to speak.......and I can not afford to live alone. I'm already on SSI and I have a part time job that has been hassling me over my Dyslexia......a whole other thread! They have been scheduling me like for FOUR to FIVE hours per week ! RATS! TG I'm an anorectic vegan 'cus I'm broke!.....Oy vey.....I just know there's a "reason" for what occurs in my life; now I must deal with it. Shalom, Hannah in Florida
P.S. I am also "Mensa" which really makes it hard....if only I were stoopid.....life is like a box of chocolates; and mine just melted !