Thanks Honeychurch, I know depression runs in my immediate family so I'm not discounting this entirely. Truth is, we ALL have issues but I can't say I have anything to complain about. There's always room for improvement but don't we all wish we had more than what we do? Ok I'm a single mom yes, and that has it's challenges but it was out of choice. I also have a good job; family and friends I talk/see on a regular basis; and a routine that I'm comfortable with. There's nothing for me to really be depressed about. That's why I've sort of ruled it out.

I have dealt with a lot of abuse as a child and with my son's dad but I can honestly say I've come to terms with it. My past is my past and my present is here and now. So what's my problem?

As for anxiety, that's definately a problem with me but I'm also the type that CAN be pretty outgoing once I'm comfortable (surface wise) and I don't mind spending time to myself. I rather enjoy it at times. Not ALWAYS.

I'll admit, I do have issues with trust. I guess I'm not exactly the most confident person. You kind of nailed it on the nose when you mentioned about not wanting people to get to know the "real" you - the "disappointment". I can relate with that. Maybe that's what stems from my anxieties...

Thanks for sharing your experience and I'm glad things are getting better for you now. Did you opt for medication or just therapy? That's the one thing I have a hard time accepting - NEEDING meds. I guess because I'm affraid I'll be compared to as my dad who has several different mental illnesses. No one wants to be like my dad! It's a fear..