wow. i dont know what the whole situation your facing is. But im 20. and ive been addicted to porn since i was 10. I have destryod computers. and i was finally able to tell my dad a cupple days ago. and surprisingly, he wasnt upset. but the good thing is. i havent looked it up this year, in 2009. so i think im getting some where. Well all i can suggest is that if you know that everything is going in the right direction sexually. and you have no bad history. then you should find the main reason you do this. make a list of whats good about it and wahts bad. and who weighs out more. Look at the number one reason you look it up. And see if is realiztic. and if its not, change it. and if it is, like the other posts say. get help.