do you remember when you were last happy?
there are things that "trigger" depression. i use a journal so i can reflect back on previous days to see what triggered my depressed mood. perhaps you might want to consider this. keep us posted on how you are doing. we care. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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