Thread: I have some crazy saint complex or something, help!
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Old Jan 20, 2009, 02:20 AM
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Originally Posted by miwako View Post
No matter what I do, it ends up badly. I feel my compassion might be some big power trip lie, and I only do "good things" so I can feel like I deserve something, and that I'm essentially nothing but selfish. I don't mean to hurt people, but I DO, and that makes me bad.

I'm in real need of some spiritual guidance. I have no idea what to do with myself, besides jump off a bridge, which would only instill the irony further.
((miwako))
#1 You are not bad.
#2 You are not bad.

Perhaps you are searching for something in your life.
And believe the best way to get it is taking care of others instead of yourself.
It's not being selfish, jmo.
It sounds a bit lonely, though...

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