miwako,
i think you are confused and hurting inside. someone who is selfish doesn't bother to think about others at all. none of us can claim perfectly pure motives, but the fact that you question your own motives says you are neither a crazy saint or a perfect sinner.
i sorta think you are just someone like the rest of us who aspire to greatness and end up stubbing our toes more often than succeeding. don't be so hard on yourself! (people tell me this often, too)
susana mariah
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