(((simon))) you have a lot of self awareness. that is a good skill to have. i wish you the best. i realize that you have "a lot on your plate" right now but i also know that in the end you will find the answers cause you are seeking them. keep us posted will you. we care about you.  i care. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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