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Originally Posted by miwako
No matter what I do, it ends up badly. I feel my compassion might be some big power trip lie, and I only do "good things" so I can feel like I deserve something, and that I'm essentially nothing but selfish. I don't mean to hurt people, but I DO, and that makes me bad.
I'm in real need of some spiritual guidance. I have no idea what to do with myself, besides jump off a bridge, which would only instill the irony further.
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Hi Miwako,
I had a mother who made things I did look very confusing . I truggle with some of this well but I have never felt anything close to a saint quite he opposite actually,
when in doubt though theres a solution for doig good
its here in this small staement.
Just for today, I will exercise my soul in three
ways: I will do somebody a good turn, and not get found out.
this is part of a prayer I thinks its anonymous. LOL!
http://www.nhal-anon.org/Just4Today.html
any way ...
now how in the world did this color change to purple .. must have something to do with the link...LOL!
Im not in control truely. We are just vessels . our minds get i the way and sometimes the minds and opinions of others do that for us.
any way .. try doijg something an no one can know . That means you don't share in any form to any one not even a stranger you did this deed.
that will remove any selfishness I thinkk .. ah well darn , it kinda makes me giggle inside so its difficult to not reep some beni.
have a great day
Patricia