I don't know how to describe it but sometimes I feel like a "man" when I'm around women. I want to protect them. I let them sit first. I open up doors for them. I want to take care of them.
I don't have much interest in men. I have fantasies about being with men and women. I have slept with men but no women. I would most likely sleep with a women if the opportunity came up with the right woman.
When certain women pass by me I feel sexually attracted to them. I do like guys sexually but never felt the zing one is supposed to feel when kissed or making out with them. I usually go along with what I'm supposed to do but not really feel it.
I wonder if it would be different with a woman.
Do you think I could be bi or straight up lesbian?
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