Good posts today, Rainbowzz,

I think that it would be good to keep the thread going. I would like to participate. I have been given pain pills for the breakthrough pain because even fentanyl patches do not keep me decently able to function. And, I am in a lot of emotional pain because I'm finally NOT stuffing them all down or numbing with dissociation - and in reaction to this I have done some stupid things on occasion with the pills, like yesterday when I had a total meltdown. So far, I have been honest with myself and a few people who will be honest with me. I NEED ACCOUNTABILITY!

Hugs and I am also open to pm's if you can't get ahold of your regular folks and you need a listener. It would help me too. We have a good chance to do really well and you do too. hugs again,

Leslie and her Pixies